I know I sound like I have been down on New York but when you read stories or see news video like this you just have to say, "What is going on?"
just wanted to cry and you can't? Ever feel like you just don't remember how? Lately I think I just can't anymore. I have been let down a number of times lately, just loving/hating my life, being happy with what I have/wanting more out of myself but you would think at least once I something would come out of me. At least a glassy eye; nothing. I know I am incredibly guarded at all times and I am the one people honestly love to be around because I make you feel good about yourself, but I am starting to think that being that person really does take its toll on me personally. I don't know why. Maybe it is just the giving; what is really left for me. Now I am not saying it is anyone's fault but my own. In the phrasing of Vincent from last season's Project Runway, " I don't know but it gets me off". I do like to make people feel good. Maybe it is I am just saturated with what people say is Real NY. NYC is so real. NYC is about as real as Los Ang...
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I read this in a Norwegian New Paper also. There was a Norwegian couple on the other side of the street while it was happening! They told their story to the newspaper. It was horrible! They did not know where the shot come from. They told that up to that insident they felt completely safe in New York.
But this is not a New York Phenomena, It happends in most cities I am sure. It all depends if your on the "right place" at the right time...
But it is scary!