just wanted to cry and you can't? Ever feel like you just don't remember how? Lately I think I just can't anymore. I have been let down a number of times lately, just loving/hating my life, being happy with what I have/wanting more out of myself but you would think at least once I something would come out of me. At least a glassy eye; nothing. I know I am incredibly guarded at all times and I am the one people honestly love to be around because I make you feel good about yourself, but I am starting to think that being that person really does take its toll on me personally. I don't know why. Maybe it is just the giving; what is really left for me. Now I am not saying it is anyone's fault but my own. In the phrasing of Vincent from last season's Project Runway, " I don't know but it gets me off". I do like to make people feel good. Maybe it is I am just saturated with what people say is Real NY. NYC is so real. NYC is about as real as Los Ang...
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Thanks again for your tips ;0)
just stumbled over your blog. Beeing left alone at home by my husband I have nothing better to do than dig around other peoples blogs. He is out with his pals for Thai food tonight, I`m watching our child , she is asleep. The funny thing is I just thought about New York. Beeing there last time I had a great time cruzing round the city, well this was already more than ten years ago. I was there for just two days, but they were much better than the whole trip to the west coast I did afterwords. I went by bus with green tortoise, this took 11 never ending days...
Im really into my sign language classes every week and my salsa classes every week now. Its keeping my weeks different and fun.
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