So there have been some amazing changes since I last posted on here.
Let's see if I can be better at this again. Sadly, I have been really good on Twitter, Instagram, Facebook, Google+ and LinkedIn. Should just link this so I never miss a post.
Lately I think I just can't anymore. I have been let down a number of times lately, just loving/hating my life, being happy with what I have/wanting more out of myself but you would think at least once I something would come out of me. At least a glassy eye; nothing.
I know I am incredibly guarded at all times and I am the one people honestly love to be around because I make you feel good about yourself, but I am starting to think that being that person really does take its toll on me personally. I don't know why. Maybe it is just the giving; what is really left for me.
Now I am not saying it is anyone's fault but my own. In the phrasing of Vincent from last season's Project Runway, " I don't know but it gets me off". I do like to make people feel good.
Maybe it is I am just saturated with what people say is Real NY. NYC is so real. NYC is about as real as Los Angele…